[THIS SERIES IS MODERATE TO NON MODERATE. IT CONTAINS IDEOLOGICALLY SENSITIVE INFORMATION AS WELL AS SWEARING.]This series is about a girl with Schizo effective and PTSD. I put it in nonfiction because the story is very much about myself. The story is about the ramblings I endure every day that never stop coming forth from my mind. It is the things I deal with in life and how I deal with them. I speak my mind without a drop of anxiety about what might happen if I speak my mind about these subjects I think/talk about. Much of it is realistic, that is for you to discern what is realistic and what is not about this. Those of you out there who know what is realistic; hear me out, this story is for you...
I type up two pages a day. For each chapter, there will be 10 pages. All of these can be read out of order, but you might not understand what I'm talking about as there is a subtle connection between each page before it.
Chapter 1:
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Crashing - Chapter 1.4: You WinYou win this game. I keep burning people I don't want to burn. My mother helps me. Asks me to do things that makes me turn around and BAM! There it is. They get burned. Am I stupid? Or are they stupid as well? Or are we all stupid? I know we're only 0.7 or 0.8 on the scale. You know that scale that explains where we're at currently in technology and power usage? Yeah, I can't find it. Not even a single 1.
Exercept from Wikipedia:
The Kardashev scale is a method of measuring a civilization's level of technological advancement, based on the amount of energy a civilization is able to utilize.
We are type 0. I make a sad face. I'm so sad that we still haven't got far enough to be Type 1. And we're furthering our extinction wit
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Chapter 2:
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Crashing: Chapter 2.3: Guide To No AddictionWARNING: I am not responsible for drug abuse or other abuse you may wish to take up if you read this guide. I do not agree with drug abuse, even though I'm an anti-prohibitionist. Educate yourselves on Addiction in any way possible, including spiritually, or otherwise straight science. What you're about to read is how I deal with addiction, or illness in general! 
iIt starts with A and ends in prison. Or a life without a life. It kills people, it harms people's relationships. It even makes it impossible to get a job or a home. That's right, the anti-prohibitionist doesn't believe in the usage of hard drugs.
My own grandmother was an oxycottin abuser, and that's something that destroyed our lives. But built us up strong. That was our key to no drug abuse.
Well how does one kick the habit or fight addiction? First thing is first. Never mention anything about kicking the ol' addiction habit. Never mention that, because it will fight you to the bloody core u
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Crashing: Chapter 2.3: Guide To No AddictionWARNING: I am not responsible for drug abuse or other abuse you may wish to take up if you read this guide. I do not agree with drug abuse, even though I'm an anti-prohibitionist. Educate yourselves on Addiction in any way possible, including spiritually, or otherwise straight science. What you're about to read is how I deal with addiction, or illness in general!
iIt starts with A and ends in prison. Or a life without a life. It kills people, it harms people's relationships. It even makes it impossible to get a job or a home. That's right, the anti-prohibitionist doesn't believe in the usage of hard drugs.
My own grandmother was an oxycottin abuser, and that's something that destroyed our lives. But built us up strong. That was our key to no drug abuse.
Well how does one kick the habit or fight addiction? First thing is first. Never mention anything about kicking the ol' addiction habit. Never mention that, because it will fight you to the bloody core u
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[updated on a regular basis]
